awesomenessbringdr

3 years. Oops!
I don't think anybody still actively watches me lol All the people I was really close to I have on facebook. I won't be using this site much, and I might even take down everything. I will still probably keep the account because I have so much history here... So much has happened recently...
If anyone wants to keep in contact better, just message me!

EDIT: Holy Shit! I'm going through my old journals, and I see that I mave an account I forgot I made?! That brings me to 4, I think.
I have: , (this one), , and the new one . I also have a group with the same name as the last one. So why did I make a new account lol? I'm glad I found it though!

I lost access to this account for a while, and I found another account and I can't get into that either lol It makes me think of all the digital clutter: old email addresses or social media accounts I no longer use, get into or even remember lol Makes me think about the joke/meme about how we'll eventually run out of regular words so everyone's usernames will be ridiculously long with many numbers at the end.

I am planning a move, searching for my beauty school, trying to fix my bank accounts, and looking for a job, trying to get my driver's license, and maybe even get a car all at the same time.

I already toured one school, am touring another tomorrow, have a date set up for one, and need to make a date for the fourth.

I tried to fix both my bank accounts tonight. One worked, one didn't, and then the one that worked, stopped working. FML.

IDK which state to get my license in (because the laws are different and all that) and I don't really have technical residency in any of them (MI, NJ, or CO).

The move will take us to 4 different states total and we have to pack up shit in 2 or 3 of them.

The search for a job and car will wait til after then.

Welcome to adulthood, I guess. I wanted to cry earlier, but now I'm just mad lol
Better go to sleep for my tour tomorrow! Those, at least, are pretty fun!

Sorry to rant-and-run!

Sorry I was gone so long.
I'll explain why that was and what's been going on since then:

Firstly, I moved to Colorado. My laptop had broken before then, so all I had was my phone, which malfunctions a lot because it is a ratchet Windows phone (and T-Mobile is the provider. FML lol) so that's why I haven't talked on here or fb for a while. Sorry! In the near future, I will be going back to NJ to get my stuff.
While I was here, a family member was gracious and got me a laptop.
I only had it for a few days before I got a serious virus and could not use the internet on it at all :/
2 days ago I fixed it! A miracle, really; it was as if the virus left. Before, it wouldn't let me reset the laptop to factory settings
I've been very busy fixing my teeth. I've been to the dentist at least 6 times in the last 2-3 months. One definitely was infected in the tooth root area and another possibly so. Those two (and another serious cavity) were filled yesterday and had antibiotics put in them. They seem to be doing well, thankfully, otherwise I would need root canals. (I am going back in a month to fill minor cavities :/) I've stopped eating sweets and sodas because it was rotting my teeth, and I'm eating shakes and salads for breakfast and dinner, so I hope I will lose weight, too! I also went to the eye doctor and am getting new glasses and lenses in a few weeks.
I am looking into cosmetology school! I love doing my hair, it's an environment that would support me and my "alternative"-ness, and it pays much better than the minimum wage things I would be looking at otherwise. I want to use that to pay my way thro college! I signed up for some scholarships, so here's hoping, lol!
I have lost 4 piercings haha I had 4 on my upper cartilage but I accidently pulled the stud thro to the back on both of them on my right ear. I took out my angel bites and I think I like it better this way. I want to get some more on my ears tho, an industrial, rook/death, and tragus at least. Maybe a small gauge idk
My laptop now works, but my flashdrive broke. It had a lot of rough drafts on it for poems and essays so that sucks. idk if I can fix it or get the info off of it and onto my laptop, more importantly.

The most important new is that I finished high school in may!!!!!! YAY!!!

A close friend of mine came out as bisexual publically yesterday. He told me a while ago, but I'm so happy for him!
He has an account on here but never uses it lol

Also, I watched Korra and the ending was just OMFG SO MANY FEELS I CAN'T EVEN!!!!!!
ftufyfiyr stguie uigeriug iebke bghrigyuei!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My mom and I go over to my cousin and his wife's house to watch Game of Thrones all the time! We started at the beginning since the wife hadn't seen it. Then my cousin's sister and her husband took the first season disks, so hopefully we can all watch them together soon! The husband and I talked about anime for forever, so that was fun!

Hopefully I start writing more. I also want to start school soon. I also need a job...ew
Anyways, it's been pretty great for me c:

This is official now. Furrealz!
I'm going to Word-of-MAL
I know some of you already follow me XD
I'm removing my oc pics from this account and re-posting them over there.
And my new poems I wrote are already over there!
I'll leave this one up, tho, but eventually, I'll just stop checking it,
so all my friends, please, PLEASE follow me over there!

I know it's been forevzies since my last journal. That's because I hate how the journals count as deviations. My page says I like 250-300, but I have maybe 30-50. My desktop isn't with me and my laptop got a bad virus (fuck you, fake adobe flash!), but when I get my own pc's back, I will save the journals on a document and then this will be a non-issue. (The laptop I'm using doesn't have a word document, btw. I'm not that dumb kay thx lol)

So, I wrote some more poetry/free verse/emotional vignettes/idk what to call them
AND a little smut of my oc's
What, I know, I call myself a writer and I actually write?!
(School will be done by mid-may for me, so I'll devote much more time to writing then! And I mean it this time! You'll see!)

Anywhores, this is where the real talk comes in:
Should I continue to upload my written work on Word-of-MAL and my pics/whatever else on awesomenessbringdr?
At the time I made the second account, I thought it was a good idea (obviously), but now I don't think so.

My first instinct is to switch over my oc pics and maybe some other really good pics, bases, profile pics to , because that has the name I want, but then I will lose all my favs, pageviews, llamas, etc. Not that those things really matter, as long as all my friends and I re-connect on the new account XD But, on the flip-side, I will also lose all the people I watch. This is sort of a good and bad thing: I do not watch anyone on Word-of-MAL and I don't rly want to, because when I watch people/groups, I pretty much serial fav everything I see. (I literally have like 30,000 favorites like omfg!)
(I would follow my friends, of course, I mean other then that) I guess I'll just keep a list and check their pages every-so-often?....

Or I could make a totally new account. AND I already thought of a name! (Surprise!) But idk if I rly want to do that. Seems too much work to be worth it...

I'm pretty sure I'll be migrating to Word-of-MAL. I'll keep this account up (at least for a while) so people can find me or whatever, I guess.
I wanna hear what you all think tho. At least to know y'all will follow me over on Word-of-MAL lol